Well .. just back from Liz's CG party .. at least i back bout 40 min ago .. and now my hair still wet .. just finish off my Ramly burger neway. Kinda tired ..but can't sleep . don't think that i actually able to stay awake for whole day .. at least now my eye are dropping.
CG Christmas Party .. not bad .. got present from Kryz and from the CG party .. the exchange present. At least this year i never got back my own wan. =) Kryz gave me a Euro 2004 Tee ... hehe .. not too big and not too small .. just ngam ngam my size =) I like the design.. plain and .. not much color been used. Kewl . i gonna wear it alot of times.
Fetch Cow earlier . and thanks to all those hectic traffic .. arrive there at 8 .. and hour late. Some intro done .. and i realise .. i just kinda too old for those CG thingy ? IS like .. everyone range from 11-19 .. and when tell ppl "Hey ! I'm ET .. and I'm 20 " I was like .. geeez .. old fella .. like an adult. Is those CG meant to be those below 20 ?? I really miss those youth CG .. i guess i just overage by now.
From wat happen today .. i really need to improve my social skill. I feel proud of it all the while.. but after today .. i believe i seriously need to improve more. Sometimes i can just simply mix around .. but not always .. i done dat in St.Paul .. the recent AFC .. at least that time i noe who is Natasha ..Grace .. Amanda .. Joshua .. and etc etc .. but look at today .. IT WAS TERRIBLE ! I just stood at there and never go mix around ? wat actually happen ? I guess is because they seems happily talking to each other .. and i feel weird .. coz m outsider .. and yet .. the age gap is big .. Yeah .. sound nice .. nice .. but .. Is just plain excuses .. I dun think those are a reason to me. Y ? In AFC .. i start without knowing ppl .. and yet the 1st day i already mix with Amanda who actually tie my hair up .. and i do noe Joshua and Joshua Mohan. 1stly age is not a prob, 2nd feel weird coz m outsider is definitely not counted, i can even mix in AFC .. I feel dissapointed to myself. I haf to limit myself .. know a fren within 10 min .. and is not just plain knowing the name . but is seriously can talk alot within dat time.
Kryz did remind me bout how is my attitude during the party .. of coz she is not telling me .. but wat i heard from she said .. is just reminded me .. Yeah .. time for me to seriosuly think a way to improve my social skill.
Sad .. sad .. got robbed .. and yet .Junior seem sick ..
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